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"Adrian’s writing remains hypnotic on every subject."  —Tin House

Kim Adrian is the author of the memoir The Twenty-Seventh Letter of the Alphabet, a Next Generation Indie Book Awards finalist in nonfiction. Her first book, Sock (part of Bloomsbury's Object Lessons series), is currently being translated into Turkish. Her short stories and essays have appeared in O Magazine, Tin House, Agni, the Gettysburg Review, and many other places. Kim's work has been supported by, among others, the Massachusetts Cultural Foundation, The Edward Albee Foundation, The Bread Loaf Writers' Conference, and PEN/New England. Her shorter works have received citations in Best American EssaysBest American Short Stories, and the Pushcart Prize anthology. She is the editor of the essay anthology The Shell Game: Writers Play with Borrowed Forms, which a review in The Millions praised as providing “a sense of hope about literature and its capacity for evolution and change.” Her newest book, Dear Knausgaard—a work of lyric criticism—is due out from Fiction Advocate in August of 2020. Kim has taught creative writing at Brown University, and occasionally offers workshops at Grub Street in downtown Boston.

Interviews +/-
Los Angeles Review of Books
interviewed by Sariah Dorbin
"The object of the sock interests me precisely because it’s so ordinary. So ostensibly boring. What’s to say about a sock? (I liked that challenge.) But if you were a Martian, and you knew nothing about human beings, socks would probably be very interesting to you. Hmm. They put these little bags on their feet all the time — I wonder why? I wanted to look at the sock like that. But I knew I’d have to pull my readers on board with me. Like, let’s be Martians together. Basically, I had to create a playful atmosphere."
Washington Independent Review of Books
interviewed by Holly Smith
"The thing I’m always more interested in myself, as a reader, is rarely the takeaway so much as the sense of friendship or understanding you can have with a book you really connect with. When I love a book, it’s because of this feeling. I’ll never know if some readers might experience that with this memoir because reading is such a private activity. But if I could know about it, and it did happen, it would make me happy."
New World Writing
interviewed by Gary Percesepe
(scroll down for interview)
"I think you can cram as much truth into fiction as you can into nonfiction. Don Quixote is as fictional as it gets, but it holds a boatload of truth. Honesty has always been a kind of obsession for me. A compulsion. Fudging things, even if it’s to get to a larger truth, is definitely a complicated process for me. This is why fiction is such a struggle, and nonfiction so comparatively easy."
Tin House
interviewed by Michelle Wildgen
"This may sound funny, but the tone I wound up with reminds me a little of wearing no make-up. When my sentences were, individually, very pretty, when I tried so hard to make each paragraph 'beautiful,' it was as if I’d botoxed my prose. There was no traction. The story simply didn’t advance. It was static. Being willing to work without make-up (so to speak) made an enormous difference. Using a less self-conscious, more unadorned voice was scary, but it didn’t take long for me to appreciate that it was also incredibly liberating."
The Leaving Years Blog
interviewed by Kathryn Kopple
"One of the reasons the essay appeals to me is that it can be both extremely personal—actually intimate—but at the same time almost clinical in its engagement with facts. The personal part of the equation has to do with the writer’s sensibility. The facts are largely what that sensibility engages with. More than any other prose form, the essay uses the author’s sensibility to shape and energize the work. It’s similar to poetry in this sense. A big part of what’s going on with both forms is simply a presentation of the writer’s mind at work."
Barnstorm Literary Journal
interviewed by Wes Hood
"Although I'm happy whenever someone finds something beautiful in my work, I'm not personally interested anymore in writing beautifully. I'm interested in illuminating my subject, whatever that might be. It gives me a lot more energy to work in this way. And it doesn't necessarily preclude beauty. Because if you illuminate your subject well, whatever beauty is there will be revealed as a matter of course."
Essay Daily
interviewed by Ander Monson
"The first story I wrote after this revelation did not go well in workshop. In fact, the teacher said in class that the narrator (clearly a version of myself) needed to be in a psychiatric hospital. Even at the time I remember thinking that comment was over the line. The narrator of that story was merely thoughtful and a little melancholy. That particular teacher had written a well-known book on conventional fiction writing techniques and, looking back on it now, I wonder if he took it personally, somehow, the fact that that story of mine—which was about young love—was as essayistic as it was narrative. Did he resent my coloring outside the lines he’d described so carefully in his craft book? "
Other Press

Events +/-

all spring 2020 events cancelled due to Covid shutdown :(
September 3, 2020 - 7pm
Brookline Booksmith
launch event for Dear Knausgaard
with Alden Jones
Brookline, MA
edited volume
short works

"My Thoughts on Pâté" in Agni
My Thoughts on Pâté

What is consciousness? Is it in your head or is it something your head encounters? Is it in the world itself, can you touch it? Or does it touch you? Our brains are matter, of course, like rocks, or stars, or like that stick of butter melting in the sun on my kitchen counter. Our brains are things. Soft and greyish. Bumpy. They say electrical impulses carry our thoughts and these impulses jump from synapse to synapse. Sometimes deep paths are worn over long trails of synapses, and these constitute habitual thought, like rote memories or those odd connections that haunt you on a regular basis. For example, say there’s a certain stop sign at a certain street corner with a certain sticker on it with the name of a certain band that, for no reason you can think of, reminds you each and every time of your mother’s garden.

I bought a wheel of brie the other day and started thinking about these things. Brie isn’t even pâté, but it is French, and I suppose that must have tripped the process. I actually love pâté, but I haven’t eaten it for many, many years. I have ideas about why this might be. I even know the answer. I mean, I bet I know what Freud would say, if I ever had the opportunity—just speaking hypothetically—to discuss it with him. He would say that pâté reminds me of the goose, and the goose reminds me of Alain, and Alain reminds me of what he did to me—which by some people’s definitions might be called rape, although on this point I, myself, have never been a hundred percent certain. But really, they’re much, much more than that, my thoughts on pâté. For instance, pâté makes me think about the benefits of cruelty. And also about the love of sons for their mothers, and of daughters for their fathers. And it makes me think about the loneliness that’s wedged, like cotton, like some kind of dense packing material, between us all.

continue reading online at Agni 

"Toast" in Michigan Quarterly Review
Distinguished Story, Best American Short Stories 2014

One of the strangest memories I own is of wandering around an old-fashioned carnival, complete with the smells of popcorn, cotton candy, and oily, meat-scented smoke; there were games of chance, amusement rides, and dozens of bicolor tents housing such spectacles as the Strong Man, the Fat Lady, and the Bearded Girl. I must have been ten or eleven years old at the time, and on one side of me was my sister, holding my right hand, on the other was Darin, holding my left. Darin was the little boy who belonged to the woman who was supposed to be babysitting us—my sister and me—but who really, more often than not, left all three of us in front of the TV while she took naps and ran errands. The unspoken understanding was that my sister and I were, in fact, in charge of Darin whenever his mother wasn’t around. Her name was Dot, and she and Darin and Darin’s skinny, disgruntled father shared a tiny house with lots of wood paneling inside. It was a dark little place, and there was a wooden table in the kitchen, and ruffled, flower-print curtains hanging from the windows, and an itchy green couch in the living room. That’s about all I remember, except for the toast. Dot had a real talent for making toast, which is a matter of timing—which is always a gift, no matter the context. There was always an extra-long loaf of Wonder Bread on top of the fridge, and inside the fridge, a tub of salty, canary-colored margarine. And with these two ingredients, Dot made the best toast I’ve ever eaten. I was so grateful for that toast, I loved it so much. Darin, the dark house, Dot and her brooding depressions—the toast was worth it. Perhaps the toast was the reason why my sister and I never ratted on Dot—never complained to our mother that we weren’t really getting babysat, but were actually doing quite a bit of babysitting ourselves.

continue reading online at Michigan Quarterly Review

"Why Dim Sum Makes Me Feel Tender" in Seneca Review
Chinese translation in 作家 (Writer Magazine)
Why Dim Sum Makes Me Feel Tender

In college I knew a boy who walked funny, and a wrestler with golden ringlets, and a Greek boy who danced like an angel, and I knew a boy whose mother killed herself with a heavy-duty electrical extension cord. I knew other boys in college, too, but for some reason these are the four I still occasionally remember with affection despite the fact that, in reality, I never actually got to know any of them all that well. To tell the truth, I don’t even remember most of their names.

The wrestler is the one I liked the best. He used to be able to put his enormous, wide-shouldered body into an empty green beer bottle. It was a magic trick of his. I don’t know how he managed it, but he’d set the audience — a bunch of drunken frat boys, their drunken girlfriends, and other partygoers, like myself, on one side of the room, himself on the other, and an empty bottle of Rolling Rock in the middle. Drunk as he might be (and I believe he sometimes achieved great heights of drunkenness), this boy always managed to maintain a reserve of mystery, even a quality of dignity, which is why I liked him so much and why he was able to fit inside a beer bottle. Of course, he didn’t really put himself inside the bottle. It was a kind of miming operation, or an optical illusion, or just the power of suggestion, but in any case, we all gasped whenever he slowly lowered one incredibly meaty leg (with its comparatively dainty foot, usually clad, as I remember it, in a white tennis shoe) into the bottle. And as he maneuvered his other incredibly meaty leg (at the end of which dangled another comparatively dainty foot in another white tennis shoe) into the bottle we laughed disbelievingly, perhaps even a little uneasily. And somewhere in the backs of our minds, as he wiggled his slim hips and slightly waspish waist past the neck of the bottle, and then struggled more and more desperately to pull in the rest of himself — his enormous chest and even more enormous shoulders, his beautifully sculpted arms decorated with a few plump and well-placed veins, and finally, his head, which was a silly and captivating thing with its sparkling blue eyes and great masses of shiny blond ringlets — we were all struck, I’m certain, by the poignant yet essentially pointless beauty of humanity.

continue reading online at Seneca Review

"Famous Cake" in Post Road
Famous Cake

He'd been watching the shadows lift away from the bedroom curtain for more than an hour when the old woman finally spat. Staring at the ceiling, a pillow wedged on either side of her head, Miranda said, "In China, people think it's good to spit." It sounded like she was trying to convince somebody. Under the sheet, her belly looked like a slightly deflated medicine ball. "I just don't know why she has to do it right under our window."

"At least she's punctual," said Mark, reaching for the alarm clock before it went off.

They lived on the second floor, which meant, of course, that you had to go up a flight of stairs to get to their apartment. But once you were inside, you were back on street-level, or almost street-level. Mezzanine. He liked this—the mechanics of living on a hill. The idea that you had to go up to go down. Two opera singers lived in their building; in the shower, he could hear their voices spiraling in the airshaft.

full story available in issue no.13 of Post Road

"The Cut" in Crazyhorse
The Cut

"Watch it! Watch it! Watch it!" said Linda, meaning a pothole.

"You think I don't see that?" said George, steering around it.

The unpaved road ran through dense woods filled with deer and wild turkeys. The turkeys—mottled black and white with long, tremulous wattles—made Linda feel religious. At least, that was what she said.

The modest house George and Linda Lockwood had been renting for nearly thirty years was cheaper than most of the other, fancier spreads on Long Point, since it was just an unfinished A-frame with plywood floors and kerosene lamps. But it was a perfect summer getaway, situated on a large saltwater lake across which a small family, such as theirs had been, or a robust older couple, such as they now liked to think of themselves, could sail or row or kayak (it was too far to swim) to the ocean.

continue reading online at Crazyhorse
"'Gooseberries' and Red Currants" in Tin House
"Gooseberries" and Red Currants

Once, about eight or nine years ago, I caught a glimpse of some wild red currants growing by the side of the road. The road traced the spine of a rolling, lightly wooded hill in West Virginia; my husband and I were on our way home from a wedding, and he was driving—forty, maybe fifty miles an hour—while I half dozed in the passenger seat. But my eyes must have been at least partially open, because I saw the berries dangling behind a thin screen of leaves and branches, glowing in a reaching bit of sunshine. And when I saw them, I felt some enormous thing—a feeling, you could call it for the sake of convenience, though it seemed much more than that—quickly rise in me and then, just as quickly, evaporate.

Twisting in my seat, I watched as the road unraveled behind us, but of course the berries were gone. And although I was strangely sad about this, I didn’t say anything to my husband, because I understood that there was no easy cure for the emptiness I felt; I knew that even if we turned back and found that same spot, those same berries—even if I picked handfuls of the tiny, ruby-red spheres and studied them for the rest of our twelve-hour trip home—whatever it was that had risen in me, then so painfully disappeared, could never be retrieved by such prosaic means.

continue reading online at Tin House

"How to Buy Peaches' in Tin House
Notable Essay, Best American Essays 2010
How to Buy Peaches

Marco Ferreri's 1973 movie, La Grand Bouffe, is a high-brow gross-out, an existentialist porn flick—elegant, funny, disturbing—that tells the story of four successful, professional middle-aged men who decide to eat themselves to death. Marcello, Ugo, Phillipe, and Michel set about enacting their suicide pact by taking off for Phillipe's opulent, decrepit country manse somewhere in the suburban outskirts of Burgundy. Once there, Ugo, a renowned chef, prepares over-the-top classical dishes decorated with ribbons of mayonnaise and quivering aspics, of the sort found in Larousse Gastronomique, for the orgy of morbid gluttony that follows.

I'm no stranger to the occasional pig-out myself, but only once in my life have I eaten as much (or nearly so) as these men do in a single sitting. It was Thanksgiving and I was at my mother's house. We were four adults and one toddler, the turkey weighed 23 pounds, and we ate it, most of it, with rutabaga and mashed potatoes; creamed spinach; slivered carrots; orange-scented cranberry sauce; sausage, sage, and cornmeal stuffing; giblet-studded gravy; chestnuts and brussels sprouts; and marshmallow-topped yams. I always eat a lot around my family—everybody in my family eats a lot around my family—because food is our secret code, our not-so-unusual for other, more obvious expressions of love and affection....

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"I Wish I Could Write Like Russell Edson" in Brevity
I Wish I could Write Like Russell Edson

I wish I could write like Russell Edson because then I could show my husband standing in the kitchen like a tree that lost its leaves all at once. Or like a rock in the living room that doesn’t notice the lichen. And my daughter would be a bird in the tree, and my son would spend hours climbing on the rock, inspecting the lichen and watching the bird. In this scenario, I might bake some cookies and spread a picnic blanket in the living room and lean against the rock, which might or might not moan, and when the children weren’t looking, I’d tell the rock how much I missed him. Also, if I wrote like Russell Edson, I could show the family I grew up in, in one of the houses I grew up in, which would be a helium-filled environment, which would explain why three of us were forever floating several feet above the ground, but which wouldn’t explain why the fourth one, the one that produced all the helium (a toxic variety), never floated, but instead forged a deeper and deeper relationship with gravity. At least, from up there, we’d be able to see the part in my mother’s hair, the paleness of which would remind us that she was vulnerable, as all human beings are vulnerable.

continue reading online at Brevity

"Questionnaire for My Grandfather" in The Gettysburg Review
Chinese translation in Yangtze River Series | Anthologized in YOU: Essays Devoted to the Second Person
Questionnaire for My Grandfather

Please answer all questions as simply as possible; do not use digression as a means of evasion. Feel free, however, to elaborate on the point at hand to a reasonable degree so as to provide the clearest and most informative answer you can. You may want to use your hands—or other body parts—to express yourself, if for some reason the answer to any given question does not present itself verbally to you. Do not lie. Any lies will render this questionnaire null and void and require that you submit to its inquiries again. (I am a patient person; I have asked these questions all my life. I can keep asking them.)

Is it true that you were born and raised in the port city of Göteberg, Sweden, toward the southwestern tip of that country at some point during the second or third decade of the last century?

Is it true, as family legend states, that you ran away from home at the age of thirteen?

Why did you run away?

Is it true that the means of your escape was provided by the Portuguese merchant marines? Did you (as for some reason I always imagine) climb on board that first ship in the Göteberg harbor shoeless and wearing woolen britches rather too short for you? Were you at that time (as for some reason I always imagine) carrying nothing but a small parcel of personal belongings wrapped in flannel cloth? Did this parcel contain the thick, lightly gilded, leather–bound Bible, a Swedish translation that my mother still has (protected by triplicate layers of plastic kitchen wrap) in her possession?

Is it also true that the broad Göteburg harbor was (as for some reason I am imagining right now) shining a deep sort of teal gray blue and that sunlight was scattershot across it like so many silver coins the day you left it behind?

continue reading online at The Gettysburg Review

"Knitting 101" in New World Writing
Knitting 101

1. Taking Chances
To the novice, the craft of knitting can seem a fussy and bewildering thing, but really, even fairly complex patterns are doable with nothing more than patience, diligence, and a modicum of skill. Still, one must always approach the activity of knitting with a keen sense of adventure. As one of the nicotine-infused salesladies who work at my local yarn shop once told me (disgusted by another customer’s fear of improvisation), “Knitting is all about taking chances!”

2. Materials
You will need, of course, a pair of needles and some yarn. There are many options in both departments, but steel needles are cold, noisy, and unyielding, while plastic ones are much too slick, providing little to no traction. I advise wooden needles. Bamboo is fine and generally cheap, though the cheaper the bamboo, the coarser the grain, which can be annoying, because after a while—say five- or six-hundred stitches—you will come know every groove, no matter how shallow, in those needle tips. My point is, look for a good brand. As far as yarn goes, cotton is for masochists. Ditto linen and silk. Cashmere is expensive and, though beautiful, does not last. Acrylics—we won’t go there. But wool smells good, is generally economical as well as forgiving and friendly, meaning that it will, to at least a limited extent, correct a whole range of knitters’ mistakes in the all-important area of tension, as it is both naturally elastic and grippy. This cannot be said of the other fibers. Be sure to buy a beautiful color—one that makes you happy, or sad, or some other interesting emotion. And take special care to consider the texture. It must be of a consistency that will not bore you, which doesn’t necessarily mean what it sounds like. Tweedy, chunky, overenthusiastically gorpy yarns are the most monotonous of all after only a few dozen rows. On the other hand, completely smooth, unvariegated yarns, particularly in unnaturally bright colors, have been known to make sensitive types faintly suicidal.

continue reading online at New World Writing

"The Twenty-Seventh Letter of the Alphabet: Excerpts from a Memoir" in Agni
The Twenty-Seventh Letter of the Alphabet (excerpts from a memoir)


“I just remember the Dairy Queen,” says Tracy. She and I try to talk every weekend, long distance: Boston to Chicago. Through the lace shawl I’ve draped over our bedroom window, the sun scatters irregular polka dots across the bed I share with my husband.

“What do you mean the Dairy Queen?”

“Before we went to the bakery on Sunday mornings, Dad and I used to stop to get ice cream. That’s why it took so long.”

“It did take a long time.”

“Oreo Blizzards. I just remember those. I don’t know how you keep all that other crap in your head. All those memories.”

“I don’t know how you don’t.”

It’s something we often discuss, my sister and I—the different ways we remember our childhoods. “There are worse,” says Tracy, and she would know, having taught social studies in a Chicago inner-city high school for nearly two decades, to students who have crack addicts for mothers and convicts for fathers, kids who get pregnant or shot dead before they’re halfway through freshman year. But I, for whatever reason, have always been clear about this: that time, those years—our childhoods—sucked. On this, I am adamant.

continue reading excerpt online at Agni 

"The Ritual" in O: the Oprah Magazine
The Ritual

I was seven months pregnant with my first child when I spotted a pair of bright turquoise baby socks pinned to a piece of twine above a pile of bok choy. The rich, rank smell of dried fish hung in the air, wafting from cardboard boxes heaped with desiccated sea creatures. This was in San Francisco's Chinatown, where green grocers sell clothespins and complexion creams—and socks.

I bought the tiny pair and, on the walk home, studied those socks in my palm, trying to imagine the child whose feet would soon fill them....

full essay available in August 2017 issue of O Magazine

"Five Photographs" in Ninth Letter
Special Mention, Pushcart Prize XXXIV
Five Photographs

The Baker Ward at Boston City Hospital greets visitors at its entrance with a big blue-and-white sign that reads: Welcome to the Psychiatric Emergency Center! My mother checked herself into this place about a month ago, although at this point—I'm not exactly sure how it worked—she's been committed which means she couldn't leave even if she wanted to. But I don't think she does.

They have her on high doses of lithium at Baker, also anti-psychotics, and she is experiencing one of the common side effects of the latter: the feeling that her skin is turning itself inside-out. Understandably, she finds this highly unpleasant, as she does many of the other problems caused by these drugs, such as drooling, thinning hair, and rapid weight gain. But none of these things, I think, bothers her quite so much as the fact that the hospital has no immediate plans for dealing with her many dental issues.

full essay available in v.6:no.1 of Ninth Letter

"Eight Photographs" in New Ohio Review
/nor Editors' Prize in Nonfiction | Special Mention, Pushcart Prize XXXIV
Eight Photographs

The current set of complications involves a three-unit bridge—the kind a dentist puts in your mouth. Actually, I'm talking about half of a six-unit bridge that at some point during my mother's cleaning rituals got cracked down the middle. In any case, my mother swallowed this thing while she was driving out from Chicago after my sister kicked her out. She was taking a handful of pills when the bridge, which was loose, dislodged and got swept down her esophagus.

You see, already, how complicated?

full essay available in issue no.4 of New Ohio Review
"Ten Conversations about My Struggle" in The Gettysburg Review
Excerpted on LitHub
Ten Conversations about My Struggle

Thursday, July 12th
At the little sushi restaurant near my husband’s new office, I fish a flat sliver of ice out of my water glass and rub it against the inside of my wrist. David asks how a person can get carpel tunnel from reading a book, and I take the final installment of Karl Ove Knausgaard’s novel My Struggle out of my backpack to show him, again, how thick it is.

"Mostly it happened at the beginning. When all the weight was in my right hand."

"Wow. Dedicated."

The waitress comes over to take our orders. David gets the eel bento box. I get the spicy tuna roll with flying fish roe.

"Actually, it goes pretty fast. His tone, diction, the whole energy of it—it’s very natural feeling. You’d like that aspect of things. You’d like his descriptions, I think."

"‘Like what?"

I pick up the brute (according to my kitchen scale it weighs three pounds) and start leafing, but—it’s weird—crammed as I know it is with incredible descriptions of the most ordinary, everyday activities—from making a cup of coffee, to holding an infant’s tiny bottom, to mowing a lawn—I can’t seem to find anything really terrific to read out loud.

continue reading longer excerpt online at LitHub | full essay available in v.32:no.1 of The Gettysburg Review

"The Matter of Translation: Wislawa Szymborska's 'Conversation with a Rock'" in The Gettysburg Review
The Matter of Translation: Wislawa Szymborska's "Conversation with a Rock"

1. Red and blue boxes
When I was a child, I had a beautiful book that fit perfectly in my hands. Its covers were squarish and addictively smooth, its binding a wide ribbon of coarse blue fabric, its pages thick and waxy. In simplified prose this book told child-length versions of various biblical tales Our family was not religious, and by the time I was six or seven, I had already adopted my father's more or less aggressive atheism. Still this book fascinated me with its bisque-colored pages and tiny illustrations populated by chunky, impressionistic figures mournfully enacting terrible scenes. But mostly what drew me to the book were its tidy, hand-lettered blocks of prose, printed, for some reason, in an alternating, every-other-page pattern of blue and red ink.

Some children—my daughter, for instance, who, ever since looking at a book of religious paintings from the Louvre, has been obsessed with the story of Jesus—might have found endless fascination in the stories themselves or in the beautiful pictures: Mary, Joseph, and their sweet-faced donkey, plodding through an apricot-colored desert; Moses holding up two chalky-looking tablets, the same size and thickness as Necco wafers. But I dwelt on the words—I mean the actual slightly shaky, hand-drawn letters with their mysterious red and blue moods—which seemed to be another story, beyond the stories they told....

continue reading online at The Gettysburg Review

"A Prayer for the Future of Everything: On Oe Kenzaburo" in Raritan Review
A Prayer for the Future of Everything: On Oe Kenzaburo

"All writing is a form of prayer." —Keats

At twelve noon, on 15 August 1945, Emperor Hirohito's voice went out over the airwaves of Japan to announce his country's defeat in World War II. The emperor, who was considered a direct descendent of the Shinto sun goddess, Amaterasu-Omikami, spoke in archaic court language. Reception in many places was poor. These things made it difficult for most Japanese people, gathered around their radios, to understand what their ruler was saying. Still, the gist was clear: Japan was defeated. The country, which had fought a brutal expansionist war for nearly four years and which had lost more than three million of its citizens in that effort, had surrendered to the Allied Forces. These were the realities the emperor (whose voice the Japanese people were hearing for the first time) asked his subjects to accept. It was a moment that would burn itself into Japan's national consciousness, and render everything that had once seemed permanent and irrefutable about the Japanese national character—the country's regional dominance, the emperor's absolute rule, the ingrained code of ethics, Bushido, that advocates death over defeat—suddenly meaningless.

For one shy, stuttering ten-year-old boy growing up in a small village in the remote Shokoku province, Hirohito's announcement would constitute a profound loss of innocence and faith—the naive innocence of youth, perhaps, and an only halfhearted faith, but the purest versions of these things that he would ever know....

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"Poe’s Death-Watches and the Architecture of Doubt" in New England Review
Reprinted in Poetry Criticism (v.198)
Poe’s Death-Watches and the Architecture of Doubt

I've been trying, for the past few weeks, to memorize Edgar Allan Poe's "The Raven." Decadent in its rhythms, deep purple in its emotion, crowded with Gothic details (velvet curtains, tufted cushions, tinkling sounds of seraphim), the poem is so sunk in Romanticism that the modern reader, with a generally much sparer sensibility, might find something closer to silliness than revelation in its famous lines.

"I can't believe you're so into that," my husband said the other night as I sat on the stairs near our kitchen, reading and rereading the poem out loud while he made dinner. "Just stay away from the fake English accent," he warned me. "That's the worst."

At the time, I was working on the third stanza, repeating over and over the first two lines of it, which I found nearly impossible to say without something very like a phony English accent; I just couldn't help indulging in a certain campiness when I recited the lines "And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain / Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before."....

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"Kim Adrian on What Our Nonfiction is Trying to Tell Us" in Literary Hub
Kim Adrian on What Our Nonfiction is Trying to Tell Us

In 2002, I was an MFA student at the Bennington Writing Seminars, eager to finish a novel already underway. But halfway through the program, I discovered the narrative possibilities of nonfiction, and that changed everything for me. I dropped the novel and started working on a memoir, although at the time I had no idea it would take as long as it did to finish, nor that it would be structured in the curious way it is: in the form of a glossary.

I remember, in grad school, how freeing it felt to get away from fiction. I’ve always had a problem with plot, at least the way it’s often constructed in conventional American Realist fiction. This isn’t to say I dislike action, suspense, or the kaleidoscopic unfolding of interpersonal dynamics that’s often on display in big novels; but I only really go for these things as a reader when they’re over the top. It’s when fiction tries to achieve something that looks and feels like “real life” (while keeping one eye on the “rising action”) that my hackles go up. I just don’t like feeling manipulated. And I really don’t like to work in a way that feels manipulative, either, so writing fiction has always been a challenge for me.

continue reading online at LitHub

"Great Liberations: Writing Beyond the Academy" (with Anna Leahy) in Public Books
Great Liberations: Writing Beyond the Academy

Bridging scholarly and popular writing is what good essays have always done. Montaigne basically established the essay as a hybrid genre at the very start—equal parts personal and philosophical. I suspect the essay is experiencing its extraordinary renaissance at the moment because this kind of bridging impulse is suddenly understood to be important in a new way—even crucial, given that modern culture is so deeply fractured by specialization at almost every level, in nearly every field of human endeavor. The generalist (read “essayist”) has a special role in such a world: connecting ideas and illuminating hidden relationships between things. Work that bridges popular and academic writing belongs to this impulse. It’s nothing new. But it’s never been more necessary.

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